I love to be in Church. I can commune with the Lord and watch what transpires on the Altar meditating upon what Jesus has done for us. It is there I receive many heavenly consolations, occasional visions and rare locutions.
Generally Sundays are the only days I can attend and when I am able to get back to daily attendance, I shall.
We tend to run in circles like a hampster in a wheel......that's how we humans sometimes feel......but the time shall come when answers are forthcoming, perhaps not in the way we think, but in the way the Lord assigns as He aligns our souls to marry up with His.